Making Memories Of Us

I'm gonna be here for you baby
I'll be a man of my word
Speak the language in a voice that you have never heard
I wanna sleep with you forever
And I wanna die in your arms
In a cabin by a meadow where the wild bees swarm

And I'm gonna love you like nobody loves you
And I'll earn your trust making memories of us

I wanna honor your mother
I wanna learn from your pa
I wanna steal your attention like a bad outlaw
I wanna stand out in a crowd for you
A man among men
I wanna make your world better than it's ever been

And I'm gonna love you like nobody loves you
And I'll earn your trust making memories of us

We'll follow the rainbow
Wherever the four winds blow
And there'll be a new day
Comin' your way

I'm gonna be here for you from now on
This you know somehow
You've been stretched to the limits but it's alright now
And I'm gonna make you a promise
If there's life after this
I'm gonna be there to meet you with a warm, wet kiss

And I'm gonna love you like nobody loves you
And I'll earn your trust making memories of us
I'm gonna love you like nobody loves you
And I'll win your trust making memories of us
♥Glenn

This is my favorite song by him, and I always wanted someone to say here baby, listen to this song...I feel that way and you just did. OMG, thank you for sending it!!
♥Nan

So glad to hear you say that. I'm really smiling now!
♥Glenn

HOW do you KNOW these things???
♥Nan

FATE
♥Glenn

It is always PERFECT, you seem to just know everything, the right thing to say, the right thing to do! I love Fate, it is amazing!
♥Nan

It is isn't it?
 ♥Glenn

Written In Stone

You asked me a while back to tell you something from the heart, so, here goes. I strongly believe that our fates are linked. I also believe that everything happens for a reason, even when sometimes we don't know or comprehend the reason. I know why this is happening to us. Because true love never dies. I know this as strongly as I know that the sun rises in the east and sets in the west. I love you Nannie, always have. I never dreamed that my feelings for you could ever be stronger than they were back in 1985, but they are. I never thought that they could be stronger than that which I've felt for any other woman, but they are. I think of you every second of every minute of every hour of every day. It's like some sort of "happy disease". This is very non-typical behavior for me. So I'm going to cherish it, grab hold of it and never let go. It's fate..... So, this is my heart, which give I to you freely, unconditionally with no strings attached. I can only pray that you feel the same way. Somehow, I'm pretty sure you already do.
Yours,
Glenn

Me and You

Ordinary, no
Really don't think so
Not a love this true
Common destiny
We were meant to be
Me and you

Like a perfect scene
From a movie screen
We're a dream come true
Suited perfectly
For eternity
Me and you

Everyday, I need you even more
And the nighttime too
There's no way I could ever let you go
Even if I wanted to

Everyday I live
Try my best to give
All I have to you
Thank the stars above
That we share this love
Me and you

Everyday, I need you even more
And the nighttime too
There's no way I could ever let you go
Even if I wanted to

Ordinary, no
Really don't think so
Just a precious few
Ever make it last
Get as lucky as
Me and you
Me and you

This says it ALL!  I love you,
♥Nan

Written in Stone

Novemeber 29, 2010
August 31 to November 29, such a short time in ordinary time, under ordinary circumstances...but these are not even close to ordinary. Extraordinary is what makes these short weeks change not just a heart but a life. Extraordinary is what leaves me feeling breathless when you wrap your arms around me and pull me close; extraordinary is what leaves me smiling long after I hang up the phone; extraordinary is what makes my heart think the thoughts it now thinks and dream the dreams it has dreamed since the very first time I saw your face and actually believe they will come true. Extraordinary is this, this moment, right now, these past few months and weeks that have changed everything. I think about you and every time I do, everything inside me glows. I am alive and somehow I think I haven't been for a very long time, the spark has been in me, waiting, pleading, praying for the second chance to become a roaring flame. You have done that. This second chance that so easily could have never come has done that. I carry you with me always, every moment, even in my dreams. It grows too, grows to enormous proportions and I feel I am being swallowed whole by it, but I don't mind, I welcome it. This is what it is supposed to be, this is how it is supposed to feel. I can't say I am not afraid, sometimes I am...life can be funny...but I have already jumped over the edge, knowing fully what I was doing and I wouldn't turn back now even if I could! You move me, I don't think anyone ever has. I reach for you and it amazes me to find you are there. I cannot stop thinking about all these things that lay ahead for us...and I am not just speaking of those days ahead of us, I am speaking of months and years because you move me like that. You make me think about years, not days. I can't think that is wrong. I can't think what I feel, this pounding, screaming inside is wrong. I will never think that "we" are wrong. I love you!
♥Nan

You have always had such a way with words Nannie, I wish I could express myself as eloquently as you do. Know that I feel the same. I find myself looking way past tomorrow. I see us growing old together just as clearly as I see the love in your eyes.
♥Glenn

Never Gonna Let You Go

I was as wrong as I could be
To let you get away from me
I'll regret that move
For as long as I'm living
But now that I've come to see the light
All I wanna do is make things right
So just say the word and tell me that I'm forgiven

You and me
We're gonna be better than we were before
I loved you then but now I intend
To open up and love you even more
This time you can be sure

I'm never gonna let you go
I'm gonna hold you in my arms forever
Gonna try and make up for the times
I hurt you so
Gonna hold your body close to mine
From this day on we're gonna be together
Oh, I swear this time
I'm never gonna let you go

Looking back now it seems so clear
I had it all when you were here
Oh, you gave it all and I took it for granted
But if there's some feeling left in you
Some flicker of love that still shines through
Let's talk it out
Let's talk about second chances

Wait and see
It's gonna be sweeter than it was before
I gave some then but now I intend
To dedicate myself to giving more
This time you can be sure

I'm never gonna let you go
I'm gonna hold you in my arms forever
Gonna try and make up for all the times
I hurt you so
Gonna hold your body close to mine
From this day on we're gonna be together
Oh, I swear this time
I'm never gonna let you go

[Instrumental Interlude]

Ooooooh-oh-oh-oooh
So if you'll just say you want me too
I'm never gonna let you go
I'm gonna hold you in my arms forever
Gonna try and make up for all the times
I hurt you so
Gonna hold your body close to mine
From this day on we're gonna be together
Oh, I swear this time
I'm never gonna let you go

Never gonna let you go
Hold you in my arms forever
Gonna try and make up for all the times
I hurt you so
Hold your body close to mine
From this day on we're gonna be together
Oh, I swear this time
I'm never gonna let you go.

Not ever again.
♥Glenn

One

I can't help but to think about...
you
laying beside me
your lips on mine
my hands underneath your shirt
the softness of your skin
the pounding of your heart
the way you press into me
closer
harder
more demanding
lips desperate now
seeking
crushing
hands moving
legs tangled
the feel of skin upon skin
that first moment
the deep breaths
increasing
ONE
©Ruth Anne Langford, 2010

I Don't Wanna Miss A Thing

I could stay awake just to hear you breathing,
Watch you smile while you are sleeping,
While you're far away and dreaming,
I could spend my life in this sweet surrender,
I could stay lost in this moment forever,
Well, every moment spent with you,
Is a moment I treasure

I don't wanna close my eyes,
I don't wanna fall asleep,
'Cause I'd miss you, baby,
And I don't wanna miss a thing,
'Cause even when I dream of you,
The sweetest dream would never do,
I'd still miss you, baby,
And I don't wanna miss a thing

Lying close to you,
Feeling your heart beating,
And I'm wondering what you're dreaming,
Wondering if it's me you're seeing,
Then I kiss your eyes and thank God we're together,
And I just wanna stay with you,
In this moment forever, forever and ever,

I don't wanna close my eyes,
I don't wanna fall asleep,
'Cause I'd miss you, baby,
And I don't wanna miss a thing,
'Cause even when I dream of you,
The sweetest dream would never do,
I'd still miss you, baby,
And I don't wanna miss a thing

I don't wanna miss one smile,
I don't wanna miss one kiss,
Well, I just wanna be with you,
Right here with you, just like this,
I just wanna hold you close,
Feel your heart so close to mine,
And just stay here in this moment,
For all the rest of time

Don't wanna close my eyes,
Don't wanna fall asleep,
'Cause I'd miss you, baby,
And I don't wanna miss a thing,
'Cause even when I dream of you,
The sweetest dream would never do,
'Cause I'd still miss you, baby,
And I don't wanna miss a thing

I don't wanna close my eyes,
I don't wanna fall asleep,
'Cause I'd miss you, baby,
And I don't wanna miss a thing,
'Cause even when I dream of you,
The sweetest dream would never do,
I'd still miss you, baby,
And I don't wanna miss a thing

Don't wanna close my eyes
Don't wanna fall asleep, yeah

I don't wanna miss a thing
I don't wanna miss a thing
♥Glenn

All I Want

What I leave,
When you go,
What I see,
And what you show,
And what I guess,
And when I don't,
Is something you all ready, all ready know,

[Chorus:]
I can't live without,
All I think about,
All I want is you,
You're all I dream about,
I can't live without,
All I want is you,

The things I do,
I go through,
And all I see,
When Im awake,
And what I make,
The shit that I take,
Is something you all ready, all ready know

[Chorus:]
I can't live without,
All I think about,
All I want is you,
You're all I dream about,
I can't live without,
All I want is you,

Ohhh,...
Is you,
Is you,
Is you,
Is you,
You're all I dream about,
That I can't live without,
All I want is you

[Chorus:]
I can't live without,
All I think about,
All I want is you,
You're all I dream about,
I can't live without,
All I want is you,
I just can't live without you,
When all I think about is you,
And all I want is you

Sooooo true. Goodnight Love. xoxoxo
♥Nan

Our First Thanksgiving

Our first thanksgiving together...WOW, I love that. 2010 might have started as a crappy year but boy is it ever finishing up strong!!! It was the best holiday I have had in years...all because you were there. That is enough to make it wonderful for me.  I was so proud to have you by my side today. Glenn, thank you for today. Thank you for being with me and the kids and my family. Thank you for being in my life and just being the wonderful man that you are. I love you sooooo much. I can't wait to talk to you tomorrow. I cannot tell you how much I miss you!
♥Nan

Our first thanksgiving, wow, makes me all warm and fuzzy inside. Is it ok for a guy to get warm and fuzzy??? I'm not sure.
♥Glenn

It is more than ok for you to. I love that it means as much to you as it does to me. I'm looking forward to so many firsts with you..
♥Nan

Good morning beautiful, have so much to say to you but will have to wait till later on. Just know that I had a wonderful time with you and I loved meeting your children. I realized on my way home that we were practically standing at the same spot where you kissed me for the first time so many years ago. Nothing beats a first kiss except a second kiss. Love you and am thinking of you.
♥Glenn

I was proud to be by your side as well, and meeting your beautiful children was very special for me. I do hope they like me, I'm sure that they will in time. Was so hard to keep my hands off of you. Was so glad we were able to slip away for a little while. I'm still amazed at all the small things we seem to have in common. Like the cranberry sauce. I thought I was the only person on the planet that hated that stuff!! Thanks again for inviting me and thank your mother again for me. I had fun and am longing to see you again. Will talk to you later.
Love,
♥Glenn

Felt Good On My Lips

Said her name was a hand me down name
From the side of a family that long ago came
Over here on a boat from somewhere in Spain
Sounded to me just a little bit strange, I guess.
But I have to admit, it felt good on my lips.

She tipped the DJ to play her favorite song
A Spanish little number that was a rockin' on strong
She took my by the seat and said lets go and get it on
By the second chorus I was singing right along with it
I don't know what it meant but it felt good on my lips.

Oh oh oh I.. I wanna go crazy
You can go crazy too
Oh oh oh I.. I wanna go crazy
I wanna go crazy with you

Everybody sayin' whoa how sweet it is
Whoa yeah it felt good on my lips

She ordered us a drink
It was a purple kind of pink
She said its got a shot of a little bit of everything
Mello yellow umbrella for a fella like me
It was just a bit mello for me to be seen with
But I took a sip
Yeah it felt good on my lips

Oh oh oh I.. I wanna go crazy
You can go crazy too
Oh oh oh I.. I wanna go crazy
I wanna go crazy with you

Everybody sayin' whoa how sweet it is
Whoa yeah it felt good on my lips

When the lights came on and they hollered last call
I was busy getting lost in her cherry lip gloss
In a little corner both I don't like no talk
She leaned in close and gave me one long and wet
A goodnight goodbye kiss
And It felt good on my lips

Whoa how sweet it is
Whoa yeah it felt good on my lips
Whoa how sweet it is
Whoa yeah it felt good on my lips

Goodnight darling, I will cherish last night forever. Thank you for putting a smile on my face, joy in my heart, and light in my soul. Will talk to you later on. Don't know when I'll be home. All the love this old heart of mine can hold.
Yours,♥Glenn

The Promise

If you wait for me
then I'll come for you
Although I've traveled far
I always hold a place for you in my heart


If you think of me
If you miss me once in awhile
Then I'll return to you
I'll return and fill that space in your heart


Remembering
Your touch
Your kiss
Your warm embrace
I'll find my way back to you
If you'll be waiting


If you dream of me
L like I dream of you
In a place that's warm and dark
In a place where I can feel the beating of your heart


Remembering
Your touch
Your kiss
Your warm embrace
I'll find my way back to you
If you'll be waiting


I've longed for you
A and I have desired
To see your face your smile
To be with you wherever you are


Remembering
Your touch
Your kiss
Your warm embrace
I'll find my way back to you
Please say you'll be waiting


Together again
It would feel so good to be
In your arms
Where all my journeys end
If you can make a promise
If it's one that you can keep
I vow to come for you
If you wait for me


And say you'll hold
A place for me
In your heart.
♥Nan

Written In Stone

Good morning beautiful, How is your day so far? Mine is quite good after last night. Enjoyed being with you so much, you don't even know. It's crazy, we really didn't even do anything, well we did do some things, but I had so much fun just having you next to me. After I got home I noticed whatever was on TV was funnier, my vision was sharper, everything seemed brighter, everything tasted sweeter.... It's as if I was at one with everything around me. Thank you for that. I hope you enjoyed last night as much as I did. Thinking of you.
Love, Glenn

Oh, good morning!!!  Got a smile on my face and happy this day. Glad you are too. Fixing to go to the Library with the family. Your day going good so far? WOW!!! I so enjoyed last night...so much. Only wish is that it didn't have to end. I could have stayed there forever so very easily. I miss you already...terribly!!!!
♥Nan

Paralyzer

Listen, stuff happens in this life and we sometimes lose our way, we sometimes feel afraid and unsure. Sometimes we just need to KNOW someone loves us. I understand that. You are struggling right now, struggling with the loneliness, with the missing, with the "need you now" I know how that feels too! I felt that same way those past months and sometimes still do. But predominantly now, I feel peace and happiness. It is a struggle for me to be in this position. So determined to keep going and to keep me and you going too...I won't lose you and I won't let you go (I have listened to the song you posted on my page this morning 3 times now, been waiting for so long...if you only knew) I know I have been exceptionally busy lately, but do you know after I finish today it is done for the semester and won't have to worry about another one of these til April. One week and a couple days, my life has been crazy and believe me I am feeling the effects of it, especially after Friday. I am sick of it, sick of looking at it, sick of typing it, sick of trying to do it right but it is my responsibility to do the best I can and I am. Won't tell you that I won't do a happy dance when I am done because I sure as hell will. Mostly though, it means I am free again and that is what makes me happiest. I have missed you too. Do you even realize that? Do you have any idea how much? I saw this morning that you called last night, wish I had seen it last night. I guess you called while I was at the store getting a dollar. Belle lost a tooth and I had to have tooth fairy money for her. I hope you are ok, missing that call with you in the state you were in worries me too. Are your kiddos coming for Thanksgiving? If they aren't I want you to tell me now. If they are coming, what is the plan for your day. If they aren't coming, what is your plan for the day? (5th time playing it now :D) Just let me know, please. I gotta get at this so I can have it turned in by midnight tonight! Glenn Henry Chrisner...I LOVE YOU!!!
♥Nan

I miss you so much Nannie!!
BTW: I love you too!!!
I know that you're very busy today but I have to ask, any chance that I might see you tonight??
♥Glenn

I'll know more this afternoon but I sure hope so.
♥Nan

Please!! I want to see you, I have to see you, I NEED to see you!!!  If only for a little while.
♥Glenn

A very little while. Could you pick me up? Go for a drive? Go by Momma's? I'll call you tonight.
♥Nan

Absolutely!!! I'll be waiting.  See you soon!!!
♥Glenn

O-M-G!!!!!!!

Hello love. I like your house, I just drove by it. Miss you so much and cant wait to see you. Have a good night and know I'm thinking of you always!! Good night.
Yours,
♥Glenn

OMGGGGGGGGGGG!!!!!!! :)
♥Nan

Father Knows Best

Good morning beautiful, how are you today? I miss you so much I can't stand it. I need to see you. I hope you feel the same way. I simply cannot stop thinking of you. I dreamed of you last night. My father was telling me that I needed to get back together with you. Isn't that wild? I think I'm going to follow his advice. What do you think???
♥Glenn

I think your Dad probably has the best advice, but follow your heart. How is your day? Mine is crazy but I am getting it done. I hope to see you Saturday but make no promises. I will promise if I cannot get enough done to come Saturday, I will come Tuesday. I CAN'T WAITTT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I miss you terribly.
♥Nan

She's Got A Way About Her

Hope you are having a good day. Enjoyed talking to you last night. Hope you don't mind me calling , just wanted to hear your voice!! Am getting exited about seeing you tomorrow. I noticed that just talking to you on the phone gets me to breathing deeper, my heart rate increases.... I think that is a good thing. How about you???
♥Glenn

Cross The Line

Good morning sweetheart. Have sooo missed you. Am not well at all, but I wanted to come on here since I stayed in bed most all day yesterday, You need to know I am here. You need to know I adore you. You need to know I miss you. I am fixing to lay back down, but I will check back here after a bit. Love you!
♥Nan

There you are!!!

Good morning, so glad to hear from you!! I was on the verge of panic. I called your mom but had to leave her a message. I even sent Shari a message checking on you. Soooo sorry you're not feeling good.  Get better!!!! I will be right here.
♥Glenn

Hello my beautiful love. Still not well and quite ready to get back in bed and lay down but I am missing you so much, I had to come here and show you all the love I can. I even tried to call your phone tonight, but got a message this time saying your number was not available. So miss you. Did you know? How was your day today? I didn't hear from you again today so I am hoping you got busy and didn't have time to talk to me, not that you didn't want to. Hope you will be surprised by my posts on your page in the morning. Oh I miss you. I have to see you this weekend. I have to feel better but I really have to see you. Somehow, I am going to. Hope you don't mind. I want to be close to you again. I need to hold you in my arms and kiss you once more. I need to look in your eyes and talk to you. Mostly I just need you. Can I have you please? When I get better, I am going to see you. I promise you that, come hell or high water. BTW have I told you lately that I love you? I love you Glenn Henry. I adore you. I need you. I want you in my life. I am going to have that...wait and see...if I have any choice in the matter. I hope that is what you are waiting for, just as I am. I hope we are both looking outward in the same direction. I hope your seeing me wasn't disappointing to you. If I was, I hope I can change your mind on that...if I wasnt then well, I am happier than you can imagine. If I don't get to see you this weekend, how about I come to town Tuesday night? We could get together then for sure! At least til 9:30 or so. well, I don't know anything more to say right now, just know I love and miss you terribly. I look forward to seeing you tomorrow. xoxoxoxoxoxxxxxx
♥Nan

You already have me. I came to the realization when I was fear stricken this morning. There is something going on here. I feel it and I hope to God that you feel it. I was planning on calling your mom Sunday and going out there to look at the chest. But that was only an ulterior motive to try to surprise you. Goodnight darling, my love, my everything....
Yours
♥Glenn

Smile :)

When I close my eyes all I see is you!!!
♥Glenn

Are You Gonna Kiss Me Or Not???

We were sittin' up there on your momma's roof
Talkin' about everything under the moon
With the smell of honeysuckle and your perfume
All I could think about was my next move

Oh, but you were so shy, so was I
Maybe that's why it was so hard to believe
When you smiled and said to me
"Are you gonna kiss me or not?"

Are we gonna do this or what?
I think you know I like you a lot
But you're about to miss your shot
"Are you gonna kiss me or not?"

It was the best dang kiss I ever had
Except for that long one after that
And I knew if I wanted this thing to last
Sooner or later I'd have to ask for your hand

So I took a chance
Bought a wedding band and got down on one knee
And you smiled and said to me
"Are you gonna kiss me or not?"

Are we gonna do this or what?
I think you know I love you a lot
I think we've got a real good shot
"Are you gonna kiss me or not?"

So, we planned it all out for the middle of June
From the wedding cake to the honeymoon
And your momma cried
When you walked down the aisle

When the preacher man said "Say I do"
I did and you did too, then I lifted that veil
And saw your pretty smile and I said
"Are you gonna kiss me or not?

Are we gonna do this or what?
Look at all the love we got
It ain't never gonna stop
Are you gonna kiss me or not?"

Yeah baby, I love you a lot
I really think we've got a shot
Are you gonna kiss me or not?
♥Glenn

As She's Walking Away

We never spoke a word
But every thought she had I heard
From across the room
We were standing face to face
I couldn't find the words to say
Gimme one more move

I don't even know her name
I guess foolish pride's to blame

Now I'm falling in love as she's walking away
And my heart won't tell my mind
To tell my mouth what it should say
I may have lost this battle
Live to fight another day
Now I'm fallin' in love as she's walkin' away

Wise man next to me did say
about the one that got away
Son I missed my chance
Don't you let regret take place
Of the dreams you have to chase
Ask her to dance
(Go on son)

You might fall down on your face
Roll the dice and have some faith

But don't be fallin' in love as she's walkin' away
When your heart won't tell your mind
To tell your mouth what it should say
May have lost this battle
Live to fight another day
Don't be fallin' in love as she's walkin' away

You might fall down on your face
Roll the dice and have some faith

Don't be fallin' in love as she's walkin' away
When your heart won't tell your mind
To tell your mouth what it should say
May have lost this battle
Live to fight another day
Don't be fallin'
Fallin' in
Fallin' in love as she's walkin' away
♥Glenn

Invincible

I memorized all the words for you
But if you only knew
How much that's just not like me
I wait up late every night
Just to hear your voice
But you don't know that's nothing like me

You know I wonder how you already figured out
All these things that I try to hide
All this time i've been hoping you don't find out
All these things that I hide on the inside

I can't be held responsible
This is all so new to me
Just when I think I'm invincible
You come and happen to me

I want to make sure everything is perfect for you
If you only knew
That's not like me to follow through
Maybe even give up all these dead end dreams
Just to be with you
But you don't know that's nothing like me

Hey yeah I wonder how you already figured out
All these things that I try to hide
All this time i've been hoping you don't find out
All these things that I hide on the inside

I can't be held responsible
This is all so new to me
Just when I think I'm invincible
You come and happen to me

Now I'm waking up
I've finally had enough of this wreck of a lifetime
I never thought I'd survive it
Now I'm taking back
All I gave up for that
Leave my pain behind
Wash these stains from my life

Just when I thought all was lost
You came and made it all okay

I can't be held responsible
This is all so new to me
Just when I think I'm invincible
You come and happen to me

I can't be held responsible
This is all so new to me
Just when I think I'm invincible
You come and happen to me

I memorized all the words for you
If you only knew
How much that's just not like me
♥Glenn

Only A Fool

Is this really real or am I dreaming? I can't believe this is happening. After all these years...
♥Glenn


I don't know...but I pray it is real!!!
♥Nan