Friday, December 31, 2010

Unlicensed Love

On a summer's day long, long ago
I fell in love and I'll never know
Just what it was that made me feel
So drawn to her, what the appeal
That set my pulses so to race
When e'er I gazed upon that face
Of one who was scarce but a child
Yet even then could drive me wild
I'll never know the how's and why's
I lost my heart to Hazel Eyes
But when I got that long sought kiss
I knew I'd found my Perfect Miss
My elfin girl from down the lane
And I'll never let her go again

For how could I describe our love?
Romantic love, all hearts and flowers
No way to count the days and hours
Spent in self-indulgent wishes
And thoughts of long awaited kisses
Of sweet embraces, tender sighs
And gazing into love filled eyes
Oh yes, it is that kind of love

Or, is it yet the love of passion
The ecstasy that knows no ration
That shuddering nerve-tingling feeling
The climax with your senses reeling
The wondrous joy when you discover
That sweet surrender to your lover
Oh yes, it's that kind of love too.

Or even yet a love that grows
One that cares and one that knows
That sees beyond the outer skin
Into the person deep within
That loves the spirit and the soul
The inner self that makes the whole
Built on trust and empathy
A love you know was meant to be

The love we share is all these things
A love that has no need of rings
A love you never need to doubt
A love I cannot live without
A love to last us all our days
A love I'll share with you always

- Jim Sharman -

Tuesday, December 21, 2010

Written In Stone

Good Morning!!! Yes, I am saying that with a smile. I am absolutely blown away by the love we shared this morning. I think about it and I melt. How Beautiful are you and I and all those moments we spend together... We just open up to each other so completely. We just lose ourselves and find each other. Yeah, I loved this morning...but I love you more! And to think the night still stretches out in front of us. A night for us to do all those things you wrote in your letter... together. I so love our time together. I so love everything about you...about US, about this life, this relationship we are building. I find myself constantly thinking of you and every time I am near you, well, it takes all my strength to maintain my composure. One kiss, one touch is never enough but once there is one...well, that need explodes and it becomes a flood raging through me. I am so glad you liked my gift of love yesterday and didn't find it silly! I could think of nothing more beautiful to give you. I can't wait to see you tonight and I cannot wait to talk to you on here today.♥Nan

Oh yes...I cannot think of a more beautiful way to start the morning. How have I survived all this time without you?? I truly do not know. I am lost without you and lost in you when we are together. Cannot wait to see you tonight and share all those things with you. I LOVE YOU!!!
♥Glenn

THAT was beautiful! Thank you! I can't believe after all these years, you know, that we are sharing this! I cannot believe it but I can still feel it so I know it must be true!
I don't know how either of us survived to tell the truth! Barely made it, I am thinking...because with you in my life...everything is changed, so I could have only been partially surviving, a lot more than half dead all this time.
Ok, so yeah...I am drowning in you. What in are we going to do when both of us are going under?
♥Nan

I thought it not possible but I fall a little more in love with you every single day!! I don't know but I think we are finding out!!!
♥Glenn

Well at least I know it isn't just me...BTW, I will gladly drown in you every day for the rest of my life!!!
♥Nan

Promise???
♥Glenn

Absolutely...I promise, I do!!!
♥Nan

Monday, December 20, 2010

It's Your Love


Dancin' in the dark, middle of the night
Takin' your heart and holdin' it tight
Emotional touch, touchin' my skin
And asking you to do
What you've been doin' all over again

Oh, it's a beautiful thing
Don't think I can keep it all in
I just gotta let you know
What it is that won't let me go?

It's your love
It just does something to me
It sends a shock right through me
I can't get enough

And if you wonder
About the spell I'm under
Oh, it's your love

Better than I was, more than I am
And all of this happened by taking your hand
And who I am now is who I wanted to be
And now that we're together
I'm stronger than ever, I'm happy and free

Oh, it's a beautiful thing
Don't think I can keep it all in
If you asked me why I've changed
All I gotta do is say your sweet name

It's your love
It just does something to me
It sends a shock right through me
I can't get enough

And if you wonder
About the spell I'm under
Oh, it's your love

Oh, oh, oh, baby

Oh, it's a beautiful thing
Don't think I can keep it all in
I just gotta let you know
What it is that won't let me go?

It's your love
It just does something to me
It sends a shock right through me
I can't get enough

And if you wonder
About the spell I'm under
Oh, it's your love

It's your love
It's your love

It is!!!!
♥Nan

Only You Can Love Me This Way


Well I know there's a reason
And I know there's a rhyme
We were meant to be together
That's why ...
We can roll with the punches
We can stroll hand in hand
And when I say it's forever
You understand ...

That you're always in my heart,
You're always on my mind
But when it all becomes too much,
You're never far behind
And there's no one that comes close to you
Could ever take your place
Cause only you can love me this way

I could have turned a different corner
I could have gone another place
Then I'd of never had this feeling
That I feel today, yeah..

And you're always in my heart,
Always on my mind
When it all becomes too much,
You're never far behind
And there's no one that comes close to you
Could ever take your place
Cause only you can love me this way

Ooooh...

And you're always in my heart,
You're always on my mind
And when it all becomes too much,
you're never far behind
And there's no one that comes close to you
Could ever take your place
Cause only you can love me this way

Ooooh...

Only you can love me this way.
♥Glenn

Shameless


Well I'm shameless when it comes to loving you
I'll do anything you want me to
I'll do anything at all

And I'm standing here for all the world to see
Oh baby that's what's left of me
Don't have very far to fall

You know now I'm not a man who's ever been
Insecure about the world I've been livin' in
I don't break easy I have my pride
But if you need to be satisfied

I'm shameless, oh honey I don't have a prayer
Every time I see you standin' there
I go down upon my knees

And I'm changin' swore I'd never compromise
Oh but you convinced me otherwise
I'll do anything you please

You see in all my life I've never found
What I couldn't resist what I couldn't turn down
I could walk away from anyone I ever knew
But I can't walk away from you

I have never let anything have this much control over me
I work too hard to call my life my own
And I've made myself a world and it's worked so perfectly
But it's your world now I can't refuse
I've never had so much to lose
Oh I'm shameless

You know it should be easy for a man who's strong
To say he's sorry or admit when he's wrong
I've never lost anything I've ever missed
But I've never been in love like this

It's out of my hands
I'm shameless, I don't have the power now
I don't want it anyhow
So I got to let it go

Oh I'm shameless, shameless as a man can be
You make a total fool of me
I just wanted to you to know

Oh I'm shameless
I just wanted you to know
Oh I'm shameless
Oh I'm down on my knees...shameless
♥Nan

Feels So Right


Ok wow, where do I start?
Let me start with today and work my way backwards. First, after you left and the kids and I were waiting on the clothes they all had a little talk with me about how they love you and how happy they are around you and how I need to marry you! EVERY single one of them was in agreement. I can't tell you how that made me feel. Then I got home and Pop called. He let it slip that they had all been talking about you, he even told my brother about you. How happy and excited they all are and he said that you are a very nice man that I better hold onto. I told him, yes you are and yes, I plan to! He said you better be ready for some camping this summer! To know that my family is discussing us with happiness and excitement makes me very happy! That is something I haven't had for a long time. I know how much I love you, but there is no question in my mind now how my children feel about you and how my family feels about you. I hope it makes you smile as much as it makes me smile to know how very loved you are.
Now about yesterday...
I have dreamed my entire life of having a real family of my own and yesterday for the first time in my life, I had it. I had the kids but there was always something missing and that something was and is you. There was perfection in yesterday. And it was because you were there with us, and we were absolutely a FAMILY!
♥Nan

You just don't know how very happy hearing that makes me!!!!
WE were weren't we?
♥Glenn

You completed that picture, and I could have cried it touched me so much. Then to look and see you chatting with Pop like you've been doing it forever and to see my Momma sitting outside with that smile on her face...yeah. Then my little boy topped it off with the whole, best day of the whole year" comment. It was the best day of the whole year for us all, Me and the kids! It was like Heaven smiled down on us and I felt more peace and absolute joy inside, I can't even describe it to you!
 ♥Nan


I did too. It just felt so RIGHT!!!
♥Glenn

It was Baby, there is this feeling I have, like we talked about the other night...the way we have loved and the way it is like we were never apart all these years. It's like we have always been together and it is EFFORTLESS! It isn't something I even have to think about, it just works...perfectly.
These past few months have been the most beautiful wonderful days of my life! You are my other half and with you I am complete. I truly couldn't be happier. Well, there is only one thing that would make this better and that is coming quickly!
NOTHING has EVER felt so right in my life...EVER!
♥Nan

I want to make all your dreams come true. I want to make you smile every day! I want to make your heart beat fast and feel your lips on mine. I want to hold you close and talk to you. I want to share everything with you. Is that ok?
♥Nan

Yes, that is very much ok. And btw, I feel exactly the same.
♥Glenn

Do you? Really? In my heart I know you do...but the scariest thing in the world for me is knowing I love you more than life itself...how can it be possible that you could feel soooo much for me... I love hearing it. I love knowing it. I love feeling it. I love seeing it in your eyes! I just love you. I love you more than I ever knew...and I knew I really loved you alot. But "alot" doesn't even come close to covering it. Just looking in your eyes this morning...omg...yeah! Your eyes still reach into my soul. How am I EVER going to be able to describe this feeling, how suddenly my life is more that I ever dreamed, how suddenly my world is so beautiful, how suddenly my heart is bursting at the seams, how suddenly happiness erupts from me. Everything has changed all because you came back into my life...I love you with a depth that cannot be measured or quantified or expressed. I feel you so deeply inside me, we are not two...but one. You ... you are EVERYTHING! Just one look at you and I am consumed. Just one touch of your hands, one kiss from your lips and I am lost in a twilight beyond imagining. I long for you. I ache for you. I miss you! I never let anyone in to the place you hold, have always held. You are so truly a part of me. I hope you know!
♥Nan

Thursday, December 16, 2010

Written In Stone


I keep listening to this song over and over...and this part especially gets me...
"I'm right on the edge of giving into you and baby it's a long way down."
I say that because I am so close to leaping off that edge and totally changing everything about my life. I won't be able to do this much longer before I can't anymore. Leaving you gets harder and harder and there is coming a day, very quickly, when I won't be able to leave anymore. I can only pray you are really sure about this and that when I do fall off this cliff you are going to catch me. I need to know baby if you are as sure about me as I am about you. Not because I doubt you feel that way at all but because I need to hear it!!! I will jump off this cliff if it means our life together begins...and that you are ready for that. Gotta wait a little longer to be fair but it is coming if you will have this heart of mine and keep it close. Tell me you aren't afraid of that or if you are. I am scared to death but you are a risk I HAVE to take!! My heart won't let me do otherwise!
If I fall, will you let me down easy...
♥Nan

I will be right here waiting for you!!!
♥Glenn

So, tell me does that mean you are ready for me to jump?
♥Nan

Yes, darling, I am ready. I'm scared just as you are. There are no certainties in this life. I'm not entirely sure where this path will take us but I do know where it is leading us and believe we both want that same destination. This is so huge there is no denying it. I love you as you love me so, yes my love....
♥Glenn

Draw Me A Map!


Staring deep into your eyes
Searching for answers to questions I can't find
If I took for granted that I held your heart
I'd beg forgiveness but I don't know where to start

Draw me a map that leads me back to you
I don't know where to go, please tell me what to do
Help me find the road you're on
I just need directions home
Draw me a map that leads me back to you

I've never been so at loss
I'm at a canyon I can't get around or cross
So baby come down here, lay by my side
And tell me love's not lost across the great divide

Draw me a map that leads me back to you
I don't know where to go, please tell me what to do
Help me find the road you're on
I just need directions home
Draw me a map that leads me back to you

You're my destiny and destination
Understand my desperation - you
The only place I wanna be
So get us back to you and me

Draw me a map that leads me back to you
I don't know where to go, please tell me what to do
Help me find the road you're on
I just need directions home
Draw me a map that leads me back to you

I love you and I KNOW that you love me. You love me more than anyone ever has Nannie. I believe in you and I believe in us. How cold I not after all of these deep seeded emotions that I have had for you. My words often don't come out right, this you will learn. I want to be with you for the rest of my life. I will be with you for the rest of my life! I'm just not used to someone loving me, truly loving me as I know you do. It's just hard to believe sometimes but that doesn't mean that I don't believe. This probably doesn't make any sense either. Please try to understand what I'm saying. I do love you, I need you, I must be with you and I intend to.
There is nothing that can or will keep you away from me. In my opinion what we shared Tuesday night cemented our union!!! I hope you can trust in that and have faith in that.
♥Glenn

Wednesday, December 15, 2010

Free Fall

Breathless...pounding heart
You look into my eyes
Piercing my very existence
Then your lips meet mine
In a hot embrace
Our bodies press together
Searching for more
More than this...
These arms, these lips
And I ache to feel you
Deeply inside me
Only that joining can satisfy
My hunger...
I take your hand
Leading you into the darkness
Beckoning you to Heaven
When flesh will meet flesh
And two shall become
ONE!
As we lay in the darkness
Hands caressing, lips crushing
The velvety strokes of fingertips
til I cannot take anymore
Opening to you,
I invite you to take me
Claim me,
plant your flag upon the summit,
Come home.
And you do!
Our hearts beating in unison
To the primordial rhythm
Echoing from some distant shore
Of our yesterdays.
In one smooth stroke
You slide into me
and we become
We dance,
Dance,
To our own shared music,
the music only we can hear.
There is nothing else
But us and this moment
Deeper now
and we are slipping across
The threshold
grasping tightly to each other
Lost in the moment of a lifetime
We free fall over the edge
never looking back!
We lay still
Joined in love
and we will
Never be the same...
© Ruth Langford, Dec. 2010

Beautiful, I love it!! You amaze me!!
♥Glenn

Glad u love it! This is such a weak sentiment compared to the feelings I had and still have about last night but I love you and needed you to know...as if you didn't already. I think last night we said all that needed to be said to one another.
♥Nan

I agree ♥♥♥
♥Glenn

I think we are both completely lost but that is a very good thing because we are lost together!
my heart is pounding and I am so completely blown away by these feelings, by you, by us, by everything. I have NEVER experienced this before, not like this, not EVER! 
♥Nan
Nor I!!!!!
♥Glenn
Think this is just another giant scream to us from the Big Guy saying..."Hello down there, this only happens ONCE in a lifetime. Grab it while you can!!!!"
♥Nan
I intend to!!!
♥Glenn
As do I! Want to get to that place that you come home to me and fall into my arms. Yesterday wouldn't be soon enough!
♥Nan

" When you love someone, and you love them with your heart, it never disappears when you're apart. And when you love someone and you've done all you can do, you set them free, and if that love was true.... when you love someone it will all come back to you…"
Forget Paris
♥Glenn

and it did...
♥Nan

Then


I remember trying not to stare
The night that I first met you
You had me mezmorized
And three weeks later
In the front porch light
Taking 45 minutes to kiss goodnight
I hadn't told you yet
I thought I loved you then

Now you're my whole life
Now you're my whole world
I just can't believe
The way I feel about you girl
Like a river meets the sea
Stronger than its ever been
We've come so far since that day
And I thought I loved you then

I remember taking you back
To right where I first met you
You were so suprised
There were people around
But I didn't care
I got down on one knee right there
And once again
I thought I loved you then

Now you're my whole life
Now you're my whole world
I just can't believe
The way I feel about you girl
Like a river meets the sea
Stronger than its ever been
We've come so far since that day
And I thought I loved you then

I can just see you
With a baby on the way
I can just see you
When your hair is turning grey
What I can't see
Is how I'm ever gonna love you more
But I've said that before

Now you're my whole life
Now you're my whole world
I just can't believe
The way I feel about you girl
We'll look back someday
At this moment that we're in
And I'll look at you and say
And I thought I loved you then

And I thought I loved you then
♥Glenn

Written In Stone

I can't believe how beautiful this day seems to me. Every single thing around me is brighter somehow, more...it is a truly wonderful day. I keep thinking about last night and this morning. Last night was truly in all respects a fairy tale. To be with you, to hold you, to touch you, to feel you...to truly be "one" with you...it takes my breath away. I will never be able to put into words what that does to me. Last night's loving was a dream come true. I cannot even express to you how my heart feels this morning. Having so loved you last night and then, this morning, looking at you laying there so sweetly! It was incredible. To start my day with your smile, your kiss, your I love you...it was everything!!! I have so much I want to say to you, so many feelings crashing through me that I don't even know where to begin and I feel as though I most certainly must be rambling. You do things to me, you make me feel so much...I never knew it was possible to feel like this. What I felt for you all those years ago was HUGE but this is even bigger and it cannot be contained. I can't keep it in. I can't deny it. I can't cage it. It is there in everything. Every time you are close to me I feel alive, every part of me electric. Then you touch me and light this fire inside that takes me to a place way beyond imagining. I want more of you. I need more of you. I need to love you like this forever and I intend to if you will let me.
Let me try to express this a little more clearly...
Once, I was a little girl who looked out into the sunlight streaming down and saw the most beautiful boy she had ever seen and seeing that boy smile at me make my heart thud wildly in my chest. I loved you at first sight. Instantly! I knew back then, when first you smiled and your heart thudded in your own chest its sweet reply, that you were my forever love. As improbable, as impossible as it may be...all these years later, you are. YOU ARE! I can't help but to think about all the years that have passed from then to now. The many times I saw you, that smile on your face every time, sometimes a very haunted pain expressing itself in your eyes...but despite that the love always shone in your eyes. I am a woman now and I am standing in front of you with my heart in my hands because I am still in love with you today and all I want is to keep seeing that look in your eyes. When we first saw each other again, I honestly thought the world stopped spinning. It was magical. Then you kissed me, you kissed me and that was beyond anything I can put words to.
It built up between us to this towering crescendo. Those kisses...omg, those kisses. I knew it would come as did you when our love had to take us further and last night, it did! It is hard to believe that after all these years we are One, once more. I felt you inside my very soul. I cannot even describe what that does to me...now, at this very moment, just thinking about it. All I know, truthfully, at this moment, is that I want to spend my life that way...with you! I want to be with you more than one night, more than one morning. MORE! I want to go to sleep in your arms.
I cannot help myself. Being with you that way brought me so close to you. There are no walls between us now, you tore the last one down with all that beauty, all that incredible love. I felt it. I felt it when you pressed into me, when you took me to that place where I was lost in the swirling...I knew, without question, that you love me. You showed me in every move you made. I wanted you, needed you so much! There is something about making love to someone who owns your entire heart...it increases everything! It changes everything. I ache for you...feel empty without you!
I honestly think this thing between us is taking us to places neither of us have ever known. I want to know this place. I want to spend every moment of every day knowing it. I cannot get enough of you. Last night made that increase a thousandfold. It is going to take alot for me not to come to your house every single morning, but I can't...not yet. I keep coming in the morning and oh...what will that do to me? I don't know. I don't know Baby! I don't! All I know for sure is that you are where I am headed and once I get there I am never leaving!
I know right now all I want to do is run right back to your arms and spend every moment there. I love you so much I feel like my heart will burst...but that is a very good thing. You are a very good thing. YOU are EVERYTHING!
♥Nan

Oh, my darling..... I cannot even begin to put into words how I feel right now, how I've felt since last night. Save to say I am feeling exactly the same way as you are. Last night was so special, so AMAZING I'm utterly speechless. And then for your beautiful face to be the very first thing I saw this morning, it's beyond words. I know exactly what you mean about today. Everything IS more...brighter,sharper, ohhhh..... I love you with all my heart, Nannie. I want to hold you close to me and NEVER let you go. Being with you, being a part of you has stirred feelings I've never before experienced. You know as well as I do how big this is and I cannot wait to see where it leads us!!!
♥Glenn

Tuesday, December 14, 2010

Man To Man


You're throwin' around a lot of serious accusations.
It ain't too hard to tell what you're insinuatin'.
You think I'm the one who stole her away.
If not for me she'd still be yours today.
We're both men here, so why play games?
Why don't we call a spade, a spade?

Man to man, tell me the truth. Tell me.
Were you ever there when she needed you?
Man to man, look me in the eye and tell me,
if you really loved her, why'd you make her cry?
Man to man, well who cheated who?
You're the one to blame, tell me it ain't true.
Man to man.
Man to man.

Well you think all your anger is justified.
Me I think it's just your wounded pride.
What did you really think she was gonna do?
She's a real woman, not a doormat for you.
You want her back, but it's too late.
Why don't we just cut to the chase?

Man to man, tell me the truth. Tell me.
Were you ever there when she needed you?
Man to man, look me in the eye and tell me,
if you really loved her, why'd you make her cry?
Man to man, well who cheated who?
You're the one to blame, tell me it ain't true.
Man to man.

Man to man, tell me the truth. Tell me.
Were you ever there when she needed you?
Man to man, look me in the eye and tell me,
if you really loved her, why'd you make her cry?
Man to man, well who cheated who?
You're the one to blame, tell me it ain't true.
Man to man.
Man to man.

Man to man, to man, to man, to man, to man, to man.
Man to man, to man, to man, to man, to man, to man.
♥Glenn

She Won't Be Lonely Long

 
Somethin' bout the way she's wearing her dress a little tighter
Somethin' bout the way she's starin', she's lookin to start a fire
Somethin' bout the way she's dancin' and drinkin' chilled patron
If she's lonely now she won't be lonely long

Heaven help the fool who did her wrong
It's too late, too bad, she's too far gone
He should've thought of that before he left her all alone
If she's lonely now, she won't be lonely long

Somethin' bout the way she's blushin you can tell she isn't sure
Let you know she's up to something she's never done before
Tonight she wants to hold a stranger but not the one at home
If she's lonely now she won't be lonely long


Heaven help the fool who did her wrong
It's too late, too bad, she's too far gone
He should've thought of that before he left her all alone
If she's lonely now, she won't be lonely long

If I had a woman like that
Man I'd let her know
I'd hold her tight
I'd hold her close
Do anything, do everything to let her know
She'd never ever be alone

Heaven help the fool who did her wrong
It's too late, too bad, she's too far gone
He should've thought of that before he left her all alone
If she's lonely now, lord if she's lonely now
If she's lonely now, she won't be lonely long 
♥Glenn

E-Harmony

Saw a E-harmony commercial at lunch telling me that now was the best time to find the love of my life, I'm like, already found her!!!
♥Glenn♥

Monday, December 13, 2010

Written In Stone

Hey there, You!!! Had such a great time talking to you tonight. Thank you for turning everything right side up for me. You are so very skilled at doing that!!! Think that is because you are AWESOME!!! I so like laughing with you and discovering more and more about you. I am constantly amazed by how much we have in common! Truly that amazes me. I can't imagine...I mean, we even speak the same words at the same time, finish each others sentences. So when you think about it, I hope you smile as much as I do! It's so strange, but oddly comforting, to discover you do truly have another half in the world...and yes, YOU are it!!!!
♥Nan

Friday, December 10, 2010

She's Got It All


HEY!!! Just so you know, one day I am going to wear that dress for you...just sayin'
♥Nan

Alrigty then!!!
♥Glenn

I promise I am not a flake and I think this dream I have is the greatest most beautiful dream on the planet..EVER, been my dream for years...but I know it must seem crazy for me to think so much, to dream outloud as it were about it to you. Probably scares you to hear me go on and say such things...
♥Nan

You don't scare me, in fact I think we might share the same dream.....
♥Glenn

Wednesday, December 8, 2010

Don't You Wanna Stay???


Finally!!!! I've been dying to talk to you all morning. Had so much fun with you last night. It seems each time we're around each other it just gets better and better. Had to force myself to let you go last night. I really didn't want you to leave. Could not go to sleep last night. Stayed up till 3:00 then finally went to bed. As I lay in bed I was so wishing that that you were lying there like you told me about. Just couldn't get that thought out of my head. Stuck your note on my mirror so I can see it every morning. The tree is absolutely beautiful. You should have seen it this morning in the daylight. Actually, I really wish you were there this morning. Again, thank you so much!! You saved my Christmas!! I love you dearly, and miss you terribly.
All My Love,
♥Glenn

Was such a good night, wasn't it? I am glad you liked my little note. I wanted you to be surprised...and you stuck it on your mirror! Love that. Loved every moment of the night we had and wish we could do it every night...
♥Nan

I thoroughly enjoyed last night. Looking into your eyes, the feel of your lips against mine, your touch, your skin, your scent, yeah. Everything. Oh, and decorating the tree wasn't bad either. I could get very used to that, every night.
♥Glenn

Everything about last night was soooo unbelievable. You know it is hard to imagine it as possible but it gets better every single time we see one another. Everything about us is so beautiful and RIGHT!
♥Nan

I absolutely agree!!!
♥Glenn

Do you? I so didn't want to leave last night. It broke my heart!!
♥Nan

The day will come when you wont have to leave.
♥Glenn

Well that day MUST come soon...don't know how much longer I can walk out your door. Don't you agree? Does it rip your heart out too?
♥Nan

Yes, I long for that day.
♥Glenn

As do I...
I guess we both know what we need and want...don't we? I want to be with YOU and nowhere else
♥Nan

I know exactly what I want and need..... YOU, YOU and YOU!!!
♥Glenn

Monday, December 6, 2010

Somebody


Never dreamed I would be sending it to you after all these years!!
♥Glenn

Me either...hoped and prayed for it...and LOOK!!!!!!!!! I remember you used to sing that song, Somebody, all the time to me. you loved it. So did I. All those years flying by, you know I always thought of you when I heard it and I often cried...still love that song!!!
♥Nan

FATE and TRUE LOVE
♥Glenn

Friday, December 3, 2010

Wish Upon A Star

I'm hearing these things and they make me think something, you know...something I don't ever dare breathe...but I cannot help but to think you are saying something in particular, maybe cause I have wanted one thing all these past years, you know? But wow, I feel so unsure if you are saying by these little comments what i think you are...but I HOPE you are! I know that doesn't make sense, but it makes sense to me and I needed to say it in this way...it is about the one thing I have held close to me, not wanting to share just so I don't jinx it...that dream I have always had...just can't believe you are making these little comments...these little words give me a great deal of hope that dreams can come true.
♥Nan

All our dreams can come true, if we have the courage to pursue them. - Walt Disney
♥Glenn

Thursday, December 2, 2010

Would You Go With Me??

I feel better knowing so thank you for telling me you know everything. It really shouldn't be any of my business to begin with, in all fairness. But it is hard to be fair when your heart is sooo in love. I have to make myself try to be fair though. Even if, and I am NOT saying you would EVER, if you did, well, if something happened, what right would I have to say anything?
♥Nan

You would have every right in the world my love, you are my girl right?????
♥Glenn

RIGHT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I better be...LOL
♥Nan

OK then!  Please tell me that you know that I love you....
♥Glenn

I DO!!!
♥Nan

The World


To the teller down at the bank
You're just another checking account
To the plumber that came today
You're just another house
At the airport ticket counter
You're just another fare
At the beauty shop at the mall
Well you're just another head of hair
Well that's alright, that's ok
If you don't feel important, honey
All I've got to say is

[Chorus]
To the world
You may be just another girl
But to me
Baby, you are the world

To the waiter at the restaurant
You're just another tip
To the guy at the ice cream shop
You're just another dip
When you can't get reservations
'Cause you don't have the clout
Or you didn't get an invitation
'Cause somebody left you out
That's alright, that's ok
When you don't feel important honey
All I've got to say is

[Repeat chorus]

You think you're one of millions but you're one in a million to me
When you wonder if you matter, baby look into my eyes
And tell me, can't you see you're everything to me

That's alright, that's ok
When you don't feel important honey
All I've gotta say is

[Repeat chorus]
♥Glenn

Wednesday, December 1, 2010

You Kissed Me

I can still feel you, even now, at this moment, though hours have passed. I see us there: the darkness of the room, the laughter in the air, the music on the radio, the undercurrent of passion flowing like a river contained, but just barely, the anticipation gripping us both. When you looked into my eyes, took my face in your hands and... then you kissed me, so softly, so gently, and with that kiss the floodgates of rapture exploded, bursting wide and we were swept up in a current of time, love, and a need for an out of this world, once in a lifetime re-connection. I can see the desire in your eyes, feel the hunger on your lips and I know you feel it in mine, see it in mine. We are lost, lost in a moment, lost in a reawakening of the heart - finding each other. I'm drowning in you, in the feel of your body on mine. Everything else around us has fallen away - there is only you and me in this moment. All because you kissed me...
Twilight envelops,
Shadows dance on the wall
In the softness of this room,
And you kiss me,
Surely the moon must be smiling.
Your breath
Hot against my neck,
your heart thunders beneath my fingers
And you kiss me,
Surely the stars must be dancing.
Your hands
Cradling my face,
Your fingers trace my lips
And you kiss me,
Surely the heavens are singing.
Your body,
Melting, curving into mine
I forget how to breathe
and you kiss me,
Surely the night is laughing.
Passion rising
Squeezing, pulling you into me tigher
My body arching beneath yours
And you kiss me,
Surely God is nodding his approval!
© Ruth Langford, Dec. 2010

Just My Imagination

You know what is happening here, don't you? Do you know, as I do, where this road is leading?
Tell me this isn't my imagination...
♥Nan
I do, and if you're imagining it then we must both be on acid or something!!
♥Glenn

I Wanna Make You Close Your Eyes


Hello, Wow, um, yeah.... How are you this beautiful morning beautiful?
♥Glenn

I'm....yeah....incredibly WONDERFUL...you?
♥Nan

Better than incredible, a little tired though, couldn't seem to get to sleep. Didn't go to bed till after 2:00, was waiting for my heartbeat to go down but it never did!!
 ♥Glenn

I slept with a huge smile on my face. OMG, see I am still speechless. You come on here and I am lost even worse right back to where we were last night. That was sooo amazing.
♥Nan

Yeah..... I seem to be at a loss for words as well. I did write you a little bit last night, but left it on my coffee table.
♥Glenn

can't get you or last night out of my mind...baby, we gotta see each other again soon...though I think this is all just going to get harder and harder and I am not sure I can do it.
♥Nan

I started missing you as soon as you walked through your doorway...
♥Glenn

You know the dynamics of what was already there between us just took a giant leap last night. It is evolving, growing, changing into a bigger and bigger mass of everything. There is no going back after that and that makes me smile. It makes me feel like everything I have been waiting all these years for, it is right here in my hands. cant stop thinkin' about you.
♥Nan

I felt like I was going to be physically ill after I got home and you were no longer there. I know now that this is not bad or wrong, it can't be, passion that strong, that powerful, you could cut it with a knife. That can't be wrong. It's perfectly natural for two people in love to feel that and react to those feelings. It's what God intended for two souls in love. Are we not made in His image? How could it not be His power that creates these feelings, these desires. I don't know. I do know that I miss you already, I want you, I need you , but most of all, I love you.  Yes, a huge leap and I'm loving it!!!  I'm looking forward to making memories with you.
♥Glenn

Tuesday, November 30, 2010

Making Memories Of Us



I'm gonna be here for you baby
I'll be a man of my word
Speak the language in a voice that you have never heard
I wanna sleep with you forever
And I wanna die in your arms
In a cabin by a meadow where the wild bees swarm

And I'm gonna love you like nobody loves you
And I'll earn your trust making memories of us

I wanna honor your mother
I wanna learn from your pa
I wanna steal your attention like a bad outlaw
I wanna stand out in a crowd for you
A man among men
I wanna make your world better than it's ever been

And I'm gonna love you like nobody loves you
And I'll earn your trust making memories of us

We'll follow the rainbow
Wherever the four winds blow
And there'll be a new day
Comin' your way

I'm gonna be here for you from now on
This you know somehow
You've been stretched to the limits but it's alright now
And I'm gonna make you a promise
If there's life after this
I'm gonna be there to meet you with a warm, wet kiss

And I'm gonna love you like nobody loves you
And I'll earn your trust making memories of us
I'm gonna love you like nobody loves you
And I'll win your trust making memories of us
♥Glenn

This is my favorite song by him, and I always wanted someone to say here baby, listen to this song...I feel that way and you just did. OMG, thank you for sending it!!
♥Nan

So glad to hear you say that. I'm really smiling now!
♥Glenn

HOW do you KNOW these things???
♥Nan

FATE
♥Glenn

It is always PERFECT, you seem to just know everything, the right thing to say, the right thing to do! I love Fate, it is amazing!
♥Nan

It is isn't it?
 ♥Glenn

Written In Stone

You asked me a while back to tell you something from the heart, so, here goes. I strongly believe that our fates are linked. I also believe that everything happens for a reason, even when sometimes we don't know or comprehend the reason. I know why this is happening to us. Because true love never dies. I know this as strongly as I know that the sun rises in the east and sets in the west. I love you Nannie, always have. I never dreamed that my feelings for you could ever be stronger than they were back in 1985, but they are. I never thought that they could be stronger than that which I've felt for any other woman, but they are. I think of you every second of every minute of every hour of every day. It's like some sort of "happy disease". This is very non-typical behavior for me. So I'm going to cherish it, grab hold of it and never let go. It's fate..... So, this is my heart, which give I to you freely, unconditionally with no strings attached. I can only pray that you feel the same way. Somehow, I'm pretty sure you already do.
Yours,
Glenn

Me and You


Ordinary, no
Really don't think so
Not a love this true
Common destiny
We were meant to be
Me and you

Like a perfect scene
From a movie screen
We're a dream come true
Suited perfectly
For eternity
Me and you

Everyday, I need you even more
And the nighttime too
There's no way I could ever let you go
Even if I wanted to

Everyday I live
Try my best to give
All I have to you
Thank the stars above
That we share this love
Me and you

Everyday, I need you even more
And the nighttime too
There's no way I could ever let you go
Even if I wanted to

Ordinary, no
Really don't think so
Just a precious few
Ever make it last
Get as lucky as
Me and you
Me and you

This says it ALL!  I love you,
♥Nan

Monday, November 29, 2010

Written in Stone

Novemeber 29, 2010
August 31 to November 29, such a short time in ordinary time, under ordinary circumstances...but these are not even close to ordinary. Extraordinary is what makes these short weeks change not just a heart but a life. Extraordinary is what leaves me feeling breathless when you wrap your arms around me and pull me close; extraordinary is what leaves me smiling long after I hang up the phone; extraordinary is what makes my heart think the thoughts it now thinks and dream the dreams it has dreamed since the very first time I saw your face and actually believe they will come true. Extraordinary is this, this moment, right now, these past few months and weeks that have changed everything. I think about you and every time I do, everything inside me glows. I am alive and somehow I think I haven't been for a very long time, the spark has been in me, waiting, pleading, praying for the second chance to become a roaring flame. You have done that. This second chance that so easily could have never come has done that. I carry you with me always, every moment, even in my dreams. It grows too, grows to enormous proportions and I feel I am being swallowed whole by it, but I don't mind, I welcome it. This is what it is supposed to be, this is how it is supposed to feel. I can't say I am not afraid, sometimes I am...life can be funny...but I have already jumped over the edge, knowing fully what I was doing and I wouldn't turn back now even if I could! You move me, I don't think anyone ever has. I reach for you and it amazes me to find you are there. I cannot stop thinking about all these things that lay ahead for us...and I am not just speaking of those days ahead of us, I am speaking of months and years because you move me like that. You make me think about years, not days. I can't think that is wrong. I can't think what I feel, this pounding, screaming inside is wrong. I will never think that "we" are wrong. I love you!
♥Nan

You have always had such a way with words Nannie, I wish I could express myself as eloquently as you do. Know that I feel the same. I find myself looking way past tomorrow. I see us growing old together just as clearly as I see the love in your eyes.
♥Glenn

Never Gonna Let You Go


I was as wrong as I could be
To let you get away from me
I'll regret that move
For as long as I'm living
But now that I've come to see the light
All I wanna do is make things right
So just say the word and tell me that I'm forgiven

You and me
We're gonna be better than we were before
I loved you then but now I intend
To open up and love you even more
This time you can be sure

I'm never gonna let you go
I'm gonna hold you in my arms forever
Gonna try and make up for the times
I hurt you so
Gonna hold your body close to mine
From this day on we're gonna be together
Oh, I swear this time
I'm never gonna let you go

Looking back now it seems so clear
I had it all when you were here
Oh, you gave it all and I took it for granted
But if there's some feeling left in you
Some flicker of love that still shines through
Let's talk it out
Let's talk about second chances

Wait and see
It's gonna be sweeter than it was before
I gave some then but now I intend
To dedicate myself to giving more
This time you can be sure

I'm never gonna let you go
I'm gonna hold you in my arms forever
Gonna try and make up for all the times
I hurt you so
Gonna hold your body close to mine
From this day on we're gonna be together
Oh, I swear this time
I'm never gonna let you go

[Instrumental Interlude]

Ooooooh-oh-oh-oooh
So if you'll just say you want me too
I'm never gonna let you go
I'm gonna hold you in my arms forever
Gonna try and make up for all the times
I hurt you so
Gonna hold your body close to mine
From this day on we're gonna be together
Oh, I swear this time
I'm never gonna let you go

Never gonna let you go
Hold you in my arms forever
Gonna try and make up for all the times
I hurt you so
Hold your body close to mine
From this day on we're gonna be together
Oh, I swear this time
I'm never gonna let you go.

Not ever again.
♥Glenn

One

I can't help but to think about...
you
laying beside me
your lips on mine
my hands underneath your shirt
the softness of your skin
the pounding of your heart
the way you press into me
closer
harder
more demanding
lips desperate now
seeking
crushing
hands moving
legs tangled
the feel of skin upon skin
that first moment
the deep breaths
increasing
ONE
©Ruth Anne Langford, 2010

Friday, November 26, 2010

I Don't Wanna Miss A Thing


I could stay awake just to hear you breathing,
Watch you smile while you are sleeping,
While you're far away and dreaming,
I could spend my life in this sweet surrender,
I could stay lost in this moment forever,
Well, every moment spent with you,
Is a moment I treasure

I don't wanna close my eyes,
I don't wanna fall asleep,
'Cause I'd miss you, baby,
And I don't wanna miss a thing,
'Cause even when I dream of you,
The sweetest dream would never do,
I'd still miss you, baby,
And I don't wanna miss a thing

Lying close to you,
Feeling your heart beating,
And I'm wondering what you're dreaming,
Wondering if it's me you're seeing,
Then I kiss your eyes and thank God we're together,
And I just wanna stay with you,
In this moment forever, forever and ever,

I don't wanna close my eyes,
I don't wanna fall asleep,
'Cause I'd miss you, baby,
And I don't wanna miss a thing,
'Cause even when I dream of you,
The sweetest dream would never do,
I'd still miss you, baby,
And I don't wanna miss a thing

I don't wanna miss one smile,
I don't wanna miss one kiss,
Well, I just wanna be with you,
Right here with you, just like this,
I just wanna hold you close,
Feel your heart so close to mine,
And just stay here in this moment,
For all the rest of time

Don't wanna close my eyes,
Don't wanna fall asleep,
'Cause I'd miss you, baby,
And I don't wanna miss a thing,
'Cause even when I dream of you,
The sweetest dream would never do,
'Cause I'd still miss you, baby,
And I don't wanna miss a thing

I don't wanna close my eyes,
I don't wanna fall asleep,
'Cause I'd miss you, baby,
And I don't wanna miss a thing,
'Cause even when I dream of you,
The sweetest dream would never do,
I'd still miss you, baby,
And I don't wanna miss a thing

Don't wanna close my eyes
Don't wanna fall asleep, yeah

I don't wanna miss a thing
I don't wanna miss a thing
♥Glenn

Thursday, November 25, 2010

All I Want


What I leave,
When you go,
What I see,
And what you show,
And what I guess,
And when I don't,
Is something you all ready, all ready know,

[Chorus:]
I can't live without,
All I think about,
All I want is you,
You're all I dream about,
I can't live without,
All I want is you,

The things I do,
I go through,
And all I see,
When Im awake,
And what I make,
The shit that I take,
Is something you all ready, all ready know

[Chorus:]
I can't live without,
All I think about,
All I want is you,
You're all I dream about,
I can't live without,
All I want is you,

Ohhh,...
Is you,
Is you,
Is you,
Is you,
You're all I dream about,
That I can't live without,
All I want is you

[Chorus:]
I can't live without,
All I think about,
All I want is you,
You're all I dream about,
I can't live without,
All I want is you,
I just can't live without you,
When all I think about is you,
And all I want is you

Sooooo true. Goodnight Love. xoxoxo
♥Nan

Our First Thanksgiving

Our first thanksgiving together...WOW, I love that. 2010 might have started as a crappy year but boy is it ever finishing up strong!!! It was the best holiday I have had in years...all because you were there. That is enough to make it wonderful for me.  I was so proud to have you by my side today. Glenn, thank you for today. Thank you for being with me and the kids and my family. Thank you for being in my life and just being the wonderful man that you are. I love you sooooo much. I can't wait to talk to you tomorrow. I cannot tell you how much I miss you!
♥Nan

Our first thanksgiving, wow, makes me all warm and fuzzy inside. Is it ok for a guy to get warm and fuzzy??? I'm not sure.
♥Glenn

It is more than ok for you to. I love that it means as much to you as it does to me. I'm looking forward to so many firsts with you..
♥Nan

Good morning beautiful, have so much to say to you but will have to wait till later on. Just know that I had a wonderful time with you and I loved meeting your children. I realized on my way home that we were practically standing at the same spot where you kissed me for the first time so many years ago. Nothing beats a first kiss except a second kiss. Love you and am thinking of you.
♥Glenn

I was proud to be by your side as well, and meeting your beautiful children was very special for me. I do hope they like me, I'm sure that they will in time. Was so hard to keep my hands off of you. Was so glad we were able to slip away for a little while. I'm still amazed at all the small things we seem to have in common. Like the cranberry sauce. I thought I was the only person on the planet that hated that stuff!! Thanks again for inviting me and thank your mother again for me. I had fun and am longing to see you again. Will talk to you later.
Love,
♥Glenn

Wednesday, November 24, 2010

Felt Good On My Lips


Said her name was a hand me down name
From the side of a family that long ago came
Over here on a boat from somewhere in Spain
Sounded to me just a little bit strange, I guess.
But I have to admit, it felt good on my lips.

She tipped the DJ to play her favorite song
A Spanish little number that was a rockin' on strong
She took my by the seat and said lets go and get it on
By the second chorus I was singing right along with it
I don't know what it meant but it felt good on my lips.

Oh oh oh I.. I wanna go crazy
You can go crazy too
Oh oh oh I.. I wanna go crazy
I wanna go crazy with you

Everybody sayin' whoa how sweet it is
Whoa yeah it felt good on my lips

She ordered us a drink
It was a purple kind of pink
She said its got a shot of a little bit of everything
Mello yellow umbrella for a fella like me
It was just a bit mello for me to be seen with
But I took a sip
Yeah it felt good on my lips

Oh oh oh I.. I wanna go crazy
You can go crazy too
Oh oh oh I.. I wanna go crazy
I wanna go crazy with you

Everybody sayin' whoa how sweet it is
Whoa yeah it felt good on my lips

When the lights came on and they hollered last call
I was busy getting lost in her cherry lip gloss
In a little corner both I don't like no talk
She leaned in close and gave me one long and wet
A goodnight goodbye kiss
And It felt good on my lips

Whoa how sweet it is
Whoa yeah it felt good on my lips
Whoa how sweet it is
Whoa yeah it felt good on my lips

Goodnight darling, I will cherish last night forever. Thank you for putting a smile on my face, joy in my heart, and light in my soul. Will talk to you later on. Don't know when I'll be home. All the love this old heart of mine can hold.
Yours,♥Glenn

The Promise

If you wait for me
then I'll come for you
Although I've traveled far
I always hold a place for you in my heart


If you think of me
If you miss me once in awhile
Then I'll return to you
I'll return and fill that space in your heart


Remembering
Your touch
Your kiss
Your warm embrace
I'll find my way back to you
If you'll be waiting


If you dream of me
L like I dream of you
In a place that's warm and dark
In a place where I can feel the beating of your heart


Remembering
Your touch
Your kiss
Your warm embrace
I'll find my way back to you
If you'll be waiting


I've longed for you
A and I have desired
To see your face your smile
To be with you wherever you are


Remembering
Your touch
Your kiss
Your warm embrace
I'll find my way back to you
Please say you'll be waiting


Together again
It would feel so good to be
In your arms
Where all my journeys end
If you can make a promise
If it's one that you can keep
I vow to come for you
If you wait for me


And say you'll hold
A place for me
In your heart.
♥Nan

Written In Stone

Good morning beautiful, How is your day so far? Mine is quite good after last night. Enjoyed being with you so much, you don't even know. It's crazy, we really didn't even do anything, well we did do some things, but I had so much fun just having you next to me. After I got home I noticed whatever was on TV was funnier, my vision was sharper, everything seemed brighter, everything tasted sweeter.... It's as if I was at one with everything around me. Thank you for that. I hope you enjoyed last night as much as I did. Thinking of you.
Love, Glenn

Oh, good morning!!!  Got a smile on my face and happy this day. Glad you are too. Fixing to go to the Library with the family. Your day going good so far? WOW!!! I so enjoyed last night...so much. Only wish is that it didn't have to end. I could have stayed there forever so very easily. I miss you already...terribly!!!!
♥Nan

Tuesday, November 23, 2010

Paralyzer


Listen, stuff happens in this life and we sometimes lose our way, we sometimes feel afraid and unsure. Sometimes we just need to KNOW someone loves us. I understand that. You are struggling right now, struggling with the loneliness, with the missing, with the "need you now" I know how that feels too! I felt that same way those past months and sometimes still do. But predominantly now, I feel peace and happiness. It is a struggle for me to be in this position. So determined to keep going and to keep me and you going too...I won't lose you and I won't let you go (I have listened to the song you posted on my page this morning 3 times now, been waiting for so long...if you only knew) I know I have been exceptionally busy lately, but do you know after I finish today it is done for the semester and won't have to worry about another one of these til April. One week and a couple days, my life has been crazy and believe me I am feeling the effects of it, especially after Friday. I am sick of it, sick of looking at it, sick of typing it, sick of trying to do it right but it is my responsibility to do the best I can and I am. Won't tell you that I won't do a happy dance when I am done because I sure as hell will. Mostly though, it means I am free again and that is what makes me happiest. I have missed you too. Do you even realize that? Do you have any idea how much? I saw this morning that you called last night, wish I had seen it last night. I guess you called while I was at the store getting a dollar. Belle lost a tooth and I had to have tooth fairy money for her. I hope you are ok, missing that call with you in the state you were in worries me too. Are your kiddos coming for Thanksgiving? If they aren't I want you to tell me now. If they are coming, what is the plan for your day. If they aren't coming, what is your plan for the day? (5th time playing it now :D) Just let me know, please. I gotta get at this so I can have it turned in by midnight tonight! Glenn Henry Chrisner...I LOVE YOU!!!
♥Nan

I miss you so much Nannie!!
BTW: I love you too!!!
I know that you're very busy today but I have to ask, any chance that I might see you tonight??
♥Glenn

I'll know more this afternoon but I sure hope so.
♥Nan

Please!! I want to see you, I have to see you, I NEED to see you!!!  If only for a little while.
♥Glenn

A very little while. Could you pick me up? Go for a drive? Go by Momma's? I'll call you tonight.
♥Nan

Absolutely!!! I'll be waiting.  See you soon!!!
♥Glenn

Thursday, November 18, 2010

O-M-G!!!!!!!

Hello love. I like your house, I just drove by it. Miss you so much and cant wait to see you. Have a good night and know I'm thinking of you always!! Good night.
Yours,
♥Glenn

OMGGGGGGGGGGG!!!!!!! :)
♥Nan

Father Knows Best

Good morning beautiful, how are you today? I miss you so much I can't stand it. I need to see you. I hope you feel the same way. I simply cannot stop thinking of you. I dreamed of you last night. My father was telling me that I needed to get back together with you. Isn't that wild? I think I'm going to follow his advice. What do you think???
♥Glenn

I think your Dad probably has the best advice, but follow your heart. How is your day? Mine is crazy but I am getting it done. I hope to see you Saturday but make no promises. I will promise if I cannot get enough done to come Saturday, I will come Tuesday. I CAN'T WAITTT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I miss you terribly.
♥Nan

Monday, November 15, 2010

She's Got A Way About Her


Hope you are having a good day. Enjoyed talking to you last night. Hope you don't mind me calling , just wanted to hear your voice!! Am getting exited about seeing you tomorrow. I noticed that just talking to you on the phone gets me to breathing deeper, my heart rate increases.... I think that is a good thing. How about you???
♥Glenn

Thursday, November 11, 2010

Cross The Line


Good morning sweetheart. Have sooo missed you. Am not well at all, but I wanted to come on here since I stayed in bed most all day yesterday, You need to know I am here. You need to know I adore you. You need to know I miss you. I am fixing to lay back down, but I will check back here after a bit. Love you!
♥Nan

There you are!!!
Good morning, so glad to hear from you!! I was on the verge of panic. I called your mom but had to leave her a message. I even sent Shari a message checking on you. Soooo sorry you're not feeling good.  Get better!!!! I will be right here.
♥Glenn

Hello my beautiful love. Still not well and quite ready to get back in bed and lay down but I am missing you so much, I had to come here and show you all the love I can. I even tried to call your phone tonight, but got a message this time saying your number was not available. So miss you. Did you know? How was your day today? I didn't hear from you again today so I am hoping you got busy and didn't have time to talk to me, not that you didn't want to. Hope you will be surprised by my posts on your page in the morning. Oh I miss you. I have to see you this weekend. I have to feel better but I really have to see you. Somehow, I am going to. Hope you don't mind. I want to be close to you again. I need to hold you in my arms and kiss you once more. I need to look in your eyes and talk to you. Mostly I just need you. Can I have you please? When I get better, I am going to see you. I promise you that, come hell or high water. BTW have I told you lately that I love you? I love you Glenn Henry. I adore you. I need you. I want you in my life. I am going to have that...wait and see...if I have any choice in the matter. I hope that is what you are waiting for, just as I am. I hope we are both looking outward in the same direction. I hope your seeing me wasn't disappointing to you. If I was, I hope I can change your mind on that...if I wasnt then well, I am happier than you can imagine. If I don't get to see you this weekend, how about I come to town Tuesday night? We could get together then for sure! At least til 9:30 or so. well, I don't know anything more to say right now, just know I love and miss you terribly. I look forward to seeing you tomorrow. xoxoxoxoxoxxxxxx
♥Nan

You already have me. I came to the realization when I was fear stricken this morning. There is something going on here. I feel it and I hope to God that you feel it. I was planning on calling your mom Sunday and going out there to look at the chest. But that was only an ulterior motive to try to surprise you. Goodnight darling, my love, my everything....
Yours
♥Glenn

Wednesday, November 10, 2010

Monday, November 8, 2010

Are You Gonna Kiss Me Or Not???


We were sittin' up there on your momma's roof
Talkin' about everything under the moon
With the smell of honeysuckle and your perfume
All I could think about was my next move

Oh, but you were so shy, so was I
Maybe that's why it was so hard to believe
When you smiled and said to me
"Are you gonna kiss me or not?"

Are we gonna do this or what?
I think you know I like you a lot
But you're about to miss your shot
"Are you gonna kiss me or not?"

It was the best dang kiss I ever had
Except for that long one after that
And I knew if I wanted this thing to last
Sooner or later I'd have to ask for your hand

So I took a chance
Bought a wedding band and got down on one knee
And you smiled and said to me
"Are you gonna kiss me or not?"

Are we gonna do this or what?
I think you know I love you a lot
I think we've got a real good shot
"Are you gonna kiss me or not?"

So, we planned it all out for the middle of June
From the wedding cake to the honeymoon
And your momma cried
When you walked down the aisle

When the preacher man said "Say I do"
I did and you did too, then I lifted that veil
And saw your pretty smile and I said
"Are you gonna kiss me or not?

Are we gonna do this or what?
Look at all the love we got
It ain't never gonna stop
Are you gonna kiss me or not?"

Yeah baby, I love you a lot
I really think we've got a shot
Are you gonna kiss me or not?
♥Glenn

As She's Walking Away


We never spoke a word
But every thought she had I heard
From across the room
We were standing face to face
I couldn't find the words to say
Gimme one more move

I don't even know her name
I guess foolish pride's to blame

Now I'm falling in love as she's walking away
And my heart won't tell my mind
To tell my mouth what it should say
I may have lost this battle
Live to fight another day
Now I'm fallin' in love as she's walkin' away

Wise man next to me did say
about the one that got away
Son I missed my chance
Don't you let regret take place
Of the dreams you have to chase
Ask her to dance
(Go on son)

You might fall down on your face
Roll the dice and have some faith

But don't be fallin' in love as she's walkin' away
When your heart won't tell your mind
To tell your mouth what it should say
May have lost this battle
Live to fight another day
Don't be fallin' in love as she's walkin' away

You might fall down on your face
Roll the dice and have some faith

Don't be fallin' in love as she's walkin' away
When your heart won't tell your mind
To tell your mouth what it should say
May have lost this battle
Live to fight another day
Don't be fallin'
Fallin' in
Fallin' in love as she's walkin' away
♥Glenn