Paralyzer

Listen, stuff happens in this life and we sometimes lose our way, we sometimes feel afraid and unsure. Sometimes we just need to KNOW someone loves us. I understand that. You are struggling right now, struggling with the loneliness, with the missing, with the "need you now" I know how that feels too! I felt that same way those past months and sometimes still do. But predominantly now, I feel peace and happiness. It is a struggle for me to be in this position. So determined to keep going and to keep me and you going too...I won't lose you and I won't let you go (I have listened to the song you posted on my page this morning 3 times now, been waiting for so long...if you only knew) I know I have been exceptionally busy lately, but do you know after I finish today it is done for the semester and won't have to worry about another one of these til April. One week and a couple days, my life has been crazy and believe me I am feeling the effects of it, especially after Friday. I am sick of it, sick of looking at it, sick of typing it, sick of trying to do it right but it is my responsibility to do the best I can and I am. Won't tell you that I won't do a happy dance when I am done because I sure as hell will. Mostly though, it means I am free again and that is what makes me happiest. I have missed you too. Do you even realize that? Do you have any idea how much? I saw this morning that you called last night, wish I had seen it last night. I guess you called while I was at the store getting a dollar. Belle lost a tooth and I had to have tooth fairy money for her. I hope you are ok, missing that call with you in the state you were in worries me too. Are your kiddos coming for Thanksgiving? If they aren't I want you to tell me now. If they are coming, what is the plan for your day. If they aren't coming, what is your plan for the day? (5th time playing it now :D) Just let me know, please. I gotta get at this so I can have it turned in by midnight tonight! Glenn Henry Chrisner...I LOVE YOU!!!
♥Nan

I miss you so much Nannie!!
BTW: I love you too!!!
I know that you're very busy today but I have to ask, any chance that I might see you tonight??
♥Glenn

I'll know more this afternoon but I sure hope so.
♥Nan

Please!! I want to see you, I have to see you, I NEED to see you!!!  If only for a little while.
♥Glenn

A very little while. Could you pick me up? Go for a drive? Go by Momma's? I'll call you tonight.
♥Nan

Absolutely!!! I'll be waiting.  See you soon!!!
♥Glenn