Thank you, GHC♥

This is the happiest time of my life, when all my dreams, those long held dreams are finally coming true.  The man I have loved forever is by my side, my children are happy and laughing, & I am safe and loved and valued.  But because of my past I struggle alot.  That other man's voice screams in my head far too often for my liking and I feel myself crumble beneath the weight of it all.  Having a child I share with him makes it all the more difficult because I cannot just completely erase him as you could in other situations.  I know I have given my scarred and broken self to a beautiful man though who will stand by my side as I heal and learn to trust in myself again, in that I have all faith.  He has been my light in the darkness.  He has helped me find laughter again...and so very slowly I am finding all the broken places in my soul and am beginning to make them whole once more.  When the darkness grips me, he holds me and helps me through.  He is my very best friend and I am more thankful to God for him than I am for most anything.  I have never known what it means to be loved like that by anyone other than him so it is fitting he is the one with me now.  I know he won't let me fall.  For that I say thank you.  Thank you GHC for holding onto me and for helping me get through.  Thank you for standing beside me on this journey, for walking with me, for holding my hand, for loving me so very much and giving me every reason in the world to trust, to live, to love again.  I love you!