Ok wow, where do I start?
Let me start with today and work my way backwards. First, after you left and the kids and I were waiting on the clothes they all had a little talk with me about how they love you and how happy they are around you and how I need to marry you! EVERY single one of them was in agreement. I can't tell you how that made me feel. Then I got home and Pop called. He let it slip that they had all been talking about you, he even told my brother about you. How happy and excited they all are and he said that you are a very nice man that I better hold onto. I told him, yes you are and yes, I plan to! He said you better be ready for some camping this summer! To know that my family is discussing us with happiness and excitement makes me very happy! That is something I haven't had for a long time. I know how much I love you, but there is no question in my mind now how my children feel about you and how my family feels about you. I hope it makes you smile as much as it makes me smile to know how very loved you are.
Now about yesterday...
I have dreamed my entire life of having a real family of my own and yesterday for the first time in my life, I had it. I had the kids but there was always something missing and that something was and is you. There was perfection in yesterday. And it was because you were there with us, and we were absolutely a FAMILY!
♥Nan
You just don't know how very happy hearing that makes me!!!!
WE were weren't we?♥Glenn
You completed that picture, and I could have cried it touched me so much. Then to look and see you chatting with Pop like you've been doing it forever and to see my Momma sitting outside with that smile on her face...yeah. Then my little boy topped it off with the whole, best day of the whole year" comment. It was the best day of the whole year for us all, Me and the kids! It was like Heaven smiled down on us and I felt more peace and absolute joy inside, I can't even describe it to you!
♥Nan
I did too. It just felt so RIGHT!!!
♥Glenn
It was Baby, there is this feeling I have, like we talked about the other night...the way we have loved and the way it is like we were never apart all these years. It's like we have always been together and it is EFFORTLESS! It isn't something I even have to think about, it just works...perfectly.
These past few months have been the most beautiful wonderful days of my life! You are my other half and with you I am complete. I truly couldn't be happier. Well, there is only one thing that would make this better and that is coming quickly!
NOTHING has EVER felt so right in my life...EVER!
♥NanI want to make all your dreams come true. I want to make you smile every day! I want to make your heart beat fast and feel your lips on mine. I want to hold you close and talk to you. I want to share everything with you. Is that ok?
♥Nan
Yes, that is very much ok. And btw, I feel exactly the same.
♥Glenn
Do you? Really? In my heart I know you do...but the scariest thing in the world for me is knowing I love you more than life itself...how can it be possible that you could feel soooo much for me... I love hearing it. I love knowing it. I love feeling it. I love seeing it in your eyes! I just love you. I love you more than I ever knew...and I knew I really loved you alot. But "alot" doesn't even come close to covering it. Just looking in your eyes this morning...omg...yeah! Your eyes still reach into my soul. How am I EVER going to be able to describe this feeling, how suddenly my life is more that I ever dreamed, how suddenly my world is so beautiful, how suddenly my heart is bursting at the seams, how suddenly happiness erupts from me. Everything has changed all because you came back into my life...I love you with a depth that cannot be measured or quantified or expressed. I feel you so deeply inside me, we are not two...but one. You ... you are EVERYTHING! Just one look at you and I am consumed. Just one touch of your hands, one kiss from your lips and I am lost in a twilight beyond imagining. I long for you. I ache for you. I miss you! I never let anyone in to the place you hold, have always held. You are so truly a part of me. I hope you know!
♥Nan
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