Written In Stone

I can't believe how beautiful this day seems to me. Every single thing around me is brighter somehow, more...it is a truly wonderful day. I keep thinking about last night and this morning. Last night was truly in all respects a fairy tale. To be with you, to hold you, to touch you, to feel you...to truly be "one" with you...it takes my breath away. I will never be able to put into words what that does to me. Last night's loving was a dream come true. I cannot even express to you how my heart feels this morning. Having so loved you last night and then, this morning, looking at you laying there so sweetly! It was incredible. To start my day with your smile, your kiss, your I love you...it was everything!!! I have so much I want to say to you, so many feelings crashing through me that I don't even know where to begin and I feel as though I most certainly must be rambling. You do things to me, you make me feel so much...I never knew it was possible to feel like this. What I felt for you all those years ago was HUGE but this is even bigger and it cannot be contained. I can't keep it in. I can't deny it. I can't cage it. It is there in everything. Every time you are close to me I feel alive, every part of me electric. Then you touch me and light this fire inside that takes me to a place way beyond imagining. I want more of you. I need more of you. I need to love you like this forever and I intend to if you will let me.
Let me try to express this a little more clearly...
Once, I was a little girl who looked out into the sunlight streaming down and saw the most beautiful boy she had ever seen and seeing that boy smile at me make my heart thud wildly in my chest. I loved you at first sight. Instantly! I knew back then, when first you smiled and your heart thudded in your own chest its sweet reply, that you were my forever love. As improbable, as impossible as it may be...all these years later, you are. YOU ARE! I can't help but to think about all the years that have passed from then to now. The many times I saw you, that smile on your face every time, sometimes a very haunted pain expressing itself in your eyes...but despite that the love always shone in your eyes. I am a woman now and I am standing in front of you with my heart in my hands because I am still in love with you today and all I want is to keep seeing that look in your eyes. When we first saw each other again, I honestly thought the world stopped spinning. It was magical. Then you kissed me, you kissed me and that was beyond anything I can put words to.
It built up between us to this towering crescendo. Those kisses...omg, those kisses. I knew it would come as did you when our love had to take us further and last night, it did! It is hard to believe that after all these years we are One, once more. I felt you inside my very soul. I cannot even describe what that does to me...now, at this very moment, just thinking about it. All I know, truthfully, at this moment, is that I want to spend my life that way...with you! I want to be with you more than one night, more than one morning. MORE! I want to go to sleep in your arms.
I cannot help myself. Being with you that way brought me so close to you. There are no walls between us now, you tore the last one down with all that beauty, all that incredible love. I felt it. I felt it when you pressed into me, when you took me to that place where I was lost in the swirling...I knew, without question, that you love me. You showed me in every move you made. I wanted you, needed you so much! There is something about making love to someone who owns your entire heart...it increases everything! It changes everything. I ache for you...feel empty without you!
I honestly think this thing between us is taking us to places neither of us have ever known. I want to know this place. I want to spend every moment of every day knowing it. I cannot get enough of you. Last night made that increase a thousandfold. It is going to take alot for me not to come to your house every single morning, but I can't...not yet. I keep coming in the morning and oh...what will that do to me? I don't know. I don't know Baby! I don't! All I know for sure is that you are where I am headed and once I get there I am never leaving!
I know right now all I want to do is run right back to your arms and spend every moment there. I love you so much I feel like my heart will burst...but that is a very good thing. You are a very good thing. YOU are EVERYTHING!
♥Nan

Oh, my darling..... I cannot even begin to put into words how I feel right now, how I've felt since last night. Save to say I am feeling exactly the same way as you are. Last night was so special, so AMAZING I'm utterly speechless. And then for your beautiful face to be the very first thing I saw this morning, it's beyond words. I know exactly what you mean about today. Everything IS more...brighter,sharper, ohhhh..... I love you with all my heart, Nannie. I want to hold you close to me and NEVER let you go. Being with you, being a part of you has stirred feelings I've never before experienced. You know as well as I do how big this is and I cannot wait to see where it leads us!!!
♥Glenn