Mudshovel

Good morning to you darling. In a foul mood today, had a not so pleasant evening last night. Hope you don"t mind if I vent a little today. Will be sending you some of my favorite not so happy songs.
♥Glenn

You have spent the majority of your day mired in anger, disappointment, disillusionment, and hurt. In essence, you have wrapped and cloaked yourself in all the negativity of yesterday thereby prolonging your agony. Brush this off of you and feel something beautiful in this day, exchange the energy for something more powerful and abundant. Turn it loose, set it free and reclaim yourself, your peace, and your power! This woman has hurt you and greatly disappointed you and I know how hard that is to turn into something better, but there must surely be some beauty in this day for you. Some little something somewhere that made you pause and reflect. Perhaps a sight you've witnessed, perhaps a tree blowing in the wind. Perhaps not yet as all you see today must surely be colored by the ugliness you feel. You give this woman far too much power by allowing her own downfall, her own dark light to so powerfully affect your own...she is coloring your world as dark as hers is and somehow you cannot see. Sweet angel, open your eyes and breathe. There is magic in this world, and beauty and love...there is so much for you, even now at this moment, right beneath your fingertips, right outside your window. Look for it. Cast aside this biting, clawing fever inside you. If I could wrap you in my arms and bring you peace, I would. All I can do is wrap you inside these words and hope you hear my voice.
♥Nan

You're right, thank you. I'm feeling better already. Whats done is done, all I can do is go home and see what tonight brings.
♥Glenn

I am so sorry you are going through this, I know you are hurting and angry. Just hold onto you, whatever may come, no matter what this night brings and don't let all this negative turn you or harm you more than the events do. I am here. I will listen though I know that is little solace when your world is turning upside down.
I know you love her deeply Glenn and surely as angry as you feel there is hurt inside too. If you want to make things right between the two of you, do it. Think about that why...and if your heart leads you there, do it! If it turns out that she has left, then just let your heart lead you from there. You will be ok, I know this much! A beautiful spirit like yours can be nothing less. You have a friend...and I am beside you, come what may.
♥Nan

Don't worry your pretty head.

Wanted so bad to leave last night and somehow find you.

♥Glenn

Ahhh, but were that so easy, it isn't when you love someone and they love someone else and are hurting

You know where I am, I will go wherever I need to to find you!  Next time, pick up the phone. I am right here.

♥Nan

Did you know that you are beautiful and that I love you?
♥Glenn

I won't write much, it is late, I am tired and emotionally exhausted...also, I don't know how you will be this morning as your new day dawns and since I don't, I don't want to overwhelm you with "stuff" from me. I do hope this dawn finds you much happier than yesterday's dawn. I have worried about you so much tonight. I just, I hate that you are experiencing so much pain right now and I do pray that your world has righted itself in whatever way you need it to, you being unhappy is not a thing I want to see. So I pray for your happiness and most of all for your peace. I will certainly talk to you soon and until I do...you will be with me. Every moment.
Always,
♥Nan